On her 28th birthday

There's a lot in my mind,
But the words I cannot find;
There are so many women,
But none of your kind.
You're that one girl,
I cannot get off my mind!
The years spent with you,
To my heart I'll bind.

I had many plans for this day but I guess the best gift I can give you now is freedom. I don't doubt my love for you but it's not possible to see you suffer being with me. Maybe you were right, we were never meant to be together. Maybe we were only destined to uphold each other and bring a new meaning to life while making memories. I'll never try to look for you in anyone else because I know I will never find you anywhere other than my heart, and even though our journey has ended, I'll love you forever.

I recall one dialogue from the movie Jasbaa,
"Mohabbat thi isliye jaane diya... Zidd hoti toh baahon mein hoti."

Wish you get every happiness in life ahead and succeed in every path you choose. Wish you the best of health and wish you get everything good that you can ever need, want or think of.

Happy birthday my Supergirl! :)

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